Always mommy, never Megan

So I wanted to explain the title of this blog. As a stay at home mom I take on many roles. I am the mom, wife, cleaning lady, toy picker upper, window washer, bath giver, chef, voice of reason, voice of insanity, screamer, hugger, crazy mom with bald spots on her head from pulling her hair out because she has four kids 6 and under and doesnt know what she was thinking who drinks during the day (i kid you about the drinking!) to stay "sane" and yells at her kids in public because she cant take it anymore, etc. You know, the normal roles of a stay at home mom. I have found out that I am Mommy 24 hours a day. 7 days a week. Always Mommy.
I remember this girl I once knew. 6-7 years ago was the last time I saw her. She was fun and always having a good time. Thought that she was fat at the time and wishing that she could just get a glimpse of that weight again. She was energetic and enjoyed many things. I dont know what happened to her. I think she was kidnapped by four kids and was never to be seen again. Megan was her name I believe.
I have found that one of my biggest complaints as a mommy is that there is no "Megan" time. When there is "Megan" time it consists of grocery shopping for the family, buying shoes for the kids, etc. I take the title of Mommy with me on those trips. Never Megan.